The Momma Clan

Dearest Draupadhi, 

Draupadhi, you were not a spine of destruction. You were blamed, made to be crumbled by the mushy rocks. Your power was your awakening of feminine and masculine power, which you forgot to introduce yourself to. 

You introduced yourself to someone’s wife, beloved daughter, who wished to be protected. With bloodshot eyes, bleeding yourselves, you beg everyone to protect your honor. No man ever came out to oust you from Dushasan’s thumb. No man even thinks that how come a wife can be a gamble? 

Dear Draupadhi, you were feminine, soft petals, orange blossoms, a velvet-like voice you spread on your sandalwood-filled wardrobes. With gaiety, you live under the sun of someone, forgetting you have an existence. 

In the second stage, an ego that she could protect from Dushasan’s, the main fire of transformation, was about to buckle up. She tried not to be held in Dushasan’s hand, remaining stiff after her husband’s steel face. She tried to stop the soup, but she couldn’t. She finally surrendered.  

“Krishna”  

LASTLY, KRISHNA IS AN AWAKENING POWER, which was hidden inside her. Her kundalini awakening, her crown Chakra activates that the whole masculine and feminine balance of yin and yang were within her. Her surrender, her inner call, the purest prayer, shook the whole universe. 

Draupadhi is a mooldhara, rooted from where her Krishna awakening came, and it became a signature of her existence. She left her hair, she walked like a goddess, she was in her hibiscus form, now ready to bloom in a different storm. 

Dear generation of today, without converting shame into power, surrendering, you cannot reach an apex of spiritual sovereignty. 

Lord Krishna makes you realize that you are a spiritual being in human clothes. 

Have you ever realized that, if you wish to be spiritual, you would be prone to suffer like three stages of Draupadhi? You will feel an imbalance between your feminine or masculine, and ego will be a viper tasting your skin. After deep love, madhurya rasa, the deepest devotion to the lord, your beauty of awakening is set. 

But to be molten gold, one has to walk in blazing hot oil. 

And if you see the same Draupadhi begging for her existence, protection from patriarchal sets. You will fail. 

If I see the same Draupadhi asking for validation, becoming a matryushka doll of today’s society, she will be in the same frustrating draining pipe as that of Mrs. Movie. 

If she thinks of herself as impure, her body is a cupboard of treasure and lust, and she is the one to bear the tornadoes of honor and shame for the family. You fail! 

 HAVE YOU EVER FELT KRISHNA AND Draupadhi stage? My dear. Have you ever awakened your true holy fire within you, or have you thrown the coldest water on your spirit? 

Determining to live like a lizard within a wall, dead like a fish under the pond. 

OR have you forgotten YOUR own log woods of fire within you? 

Time’s up, wear your clock it’s time to wake up your Krishna within. 

-Jasmine of December